Why did this happen to me? #5 - Reflect and Evaluatee

Description

Dr. Kurt Bjorklund explores Job 29-31, examining Job's claim of blamelessness and what it reveals about God's grace. He shows that when we confess our sins, God removes them "as far as the east is from the west"—freeing us from both the fear of divine punishment and the burden of wondering "Why did this happen to me?"

 

Summary and Application

We've all been there—standing at a crossroads in life, wondering which way to turn. Kurt opened his message with a lighthearted story about nearly choosing the wrong airport terminal in Detroit, but the stakes quickly shifted to something far more significant: the questions we ask when life falls apart.

In Job 29-31, we find Job at his own crossroads, caught between looking back at better days and defending his character before God and his accusers. These chapters force us to wrestle with a critical question: Is Job truly blameless, or does Romans 3:10 apply to him too? "There is no one righteous, not even one... There is no one who does good, not even one."

The Terminal Decision: Karma or Grace?

Kurt suggests that Job wasn't claiming sinlessness, but rather that his sins had been covered through the sacrificial system—a foreshadowing of Christ's work on the cross. Job made sacrifices for himself and his children, acknowledging his need for atonement. Yet he still operated under what Kurt calls the "retributive principle"—the belief that good behavior earns good results, while bad behavior brings punishment.

This is where many of us get stuck. When suffering enters our lives, we instinctively ask, "Did I do something to deserve this?" or worse, "Has God abandoned me?" Kurt warns that both conclusions are spiritually dangerous: "When we say, 'I did wrong and that's why I'm having this,' our vision of God becomes one of a capricious God who likes to mete out punishment on his people. If we are still on the side of saying, 'Well, I've done right, but God has done wrong,' then we have a God who's not worthy of worship."

Five Biblical Reasons for Suffering

To help us navigate suffering without falling into false assumptions, Kurt outlined five biblical reasons why we might experience hardship:

1. Natural Consequences
Galatians 6 teaches that we reap what we sow. Poor health choices, broken relationships, and spiritual neglect all have real-world consequences. David's affair with Bathsheba led to turmoil in his family and kingdom (2 Samuel).

2. Divine Chastening
Hebrews 12 tells us God disciplines those He loves. Sometimes suffering corrects our behavior; other times, like Paul's thorn in the flesh (2 Corinthians 12), it prevents future problems like pride.

3. Living in a Broken World
Jesus addressed this directly in Luke 13 when asked about Galileans killed by Pilate and eighteen people crushed by a falling tower. His response? "Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all the other Galileans because they suffered in this way? I tell you no, but unless you repent, you too will all perish" (Luke 13:2-3). Tragedy isn't always tied to personal sin—sometimes we simply live in a fallen world.

4. Divine Repositioning
Joseph's story (Genesis 37-39) demonstrates how God can use suffering to position us for greater purpose. What looked like betrayal and injustice became the means of saving nations from famine.

5. Spiritual Battle
Job chapters 1-2 reveal a cosmic struggle Job never knew about. Satan wanted to destroy Job's faith through suffering, yet Job remained faithful despite being completely unaware of the spiritual warfare surrounding him.

As Far as the East Is from the West

Here's the life-changing truth: "We don't always understand why we're suffering. And that's a good thing."

Why is not knowing a good thing? Because it forces us to trust God's character rather than our ability to decode His purposes. And when we've confessed our sins to Christ, we can rest in the promise of Psalm 103:12: "As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us."

Kurt explained the geographical significance: "Why does it say east from west instead of north from south? Do you know what happens if you go north? At some point you cross over the North Pole. In what direction do you go? South... What happens if you go east? Do you ever start going west? You actually don't." Our sins and God's judgment never meet again once they're confessed.

This isn't karma—it's grace. "Karma is not a Christian principle. Grace is. We have a God who says, 'Your sins are paid for. They're as far as the east is from the west.'"

When suffering comes, we don't have to torture ourselves wondering if God is punishing us for past failures. If we've confessed our sins, they're gone—completely, eternally removed. We may not understand why we're suffering, but we can trust that it's not divine retribution for forgiven sin.

Kurt concluded with this freedom: "The next time you suffer, if you're suffering now, you can at least say, 'It's not that I did something that I deserve this because it's been paid for as far as the east is from the west. And I don't need to think that God's capricious. I may not understand it, I may not like it. I can lament it like Job did. But I can also anticipate that maybe God is doing some divine repositioning.'"

Application Questions

  1. Which of the five reasons for suffering resonates most with your current circumstances, and how does identifying it change your perspective on what you're experiencing?

  2. Are you carrying guilt or fear about past confessed sins, believing God might be punishing you for them? What would change in your relationship with God if you truly believed your sins are "as far as the east is from the west"?

Dr. Kurt Bjorklund

Kurt is the Senior Pastor at Orchard Hill Church and has served in that role since 2005. Under his leadership, the church has grown substantially, developed the Wexford campus through two significant expansions, and launched two new campuses. Orchard Hill has continued to serve the under-served throughout the community.

Kurt’s teaching can be heard weekdays on the local Christian radio and his messages are broadcast on two different television stations in Pittsburgh. Kurt is a sought-after speaker, speaking at several Christian colleges and camps. He has published a book with Moody Press called, Prayers For Today.

Before Orchard Hill, Kurt led a church in Michigan through a decade of substantial growth. He worked in student ministry in Chicago as well as served as the Director of Outreach/Missions for Trinity International University. Kurt graduated from Wheaton College (BA), Trinity Divinity School (M. Div), and Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary (D. Min).

Kurt and his wife, Faith, have four sons.

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